Back again with lots of things to throw out of my system to my blog. :)
I did have a make over yesterday. I did look good I believe. But was I happy? No, I m still down.
Well. that's not the point.
I did my hair and I shopped a while yesterday like I decided the other day. But guess what, I didn't do any of my to-do list. hehe... Anyway, after straighten my hair and get it done like 4 hours, I feel quite good about my hair. Thanks to my girl, nay chi for waiting by my side all day. Just as I thought my day was going smooth, new problem came in. I was so numb to even shock at it. I didn't feel like telling anybody and I didn't. I feel so far from everybody. My sister was lying on same bed and my mom called me up, I told her that I was fine but I feel so lonely and so far apart from everybody. I feel like its best for me to shut myself down from public. I just want to swallow up all the emotions, all the pain and problems by myself. I am glad that nay chi was around to cheer me up with her problems. :D I mean, she shared with me her problems and that makes me feel that I am not alone facing it all by my self.
I am sorry but I hate to share my problems with my loved ones.
Well anyway, did I look gorgeous, HELL YES I DID. I was rocking the new hair which looked not much different from the previous hair style. No no no,, I am not being sarcastic. But a bit exaggerated. hehe.. I m sure I do look better with this hair so me just happy happy about it.
As usual , I couldn't sleep last night. I tried my best to fall asleep, but it was just too difficult. So I got up at 3am in the morning, and started to wear make up, Gothic inspired if u still cant guess it right. When I say I am wearing make up, that means using my eyeliner and red lipstick. After that I took so many crazy pics, wait wait , I ll upload it at the end of this post. And I was exhausted and fall asleep around 6am.
God must help me to get out of this shit already. But strangely I feel like I am getting used to living with the trouble so much that I even scare that I might get bored without it later. If this is a test to me, definitely I am not going to fail cuz never in my history, I fail my test ( only once while I was studying Second Year Pharmacy in Mandalay, just one, I swear). And u know what?? I don't need a retake. I am sure I ll be totally fine after this week. So don't worry for me guys, I am fine. Thanks you for ur concerns, and reading my blog and giving me comments. :)
I will die if I cant at least edit my pic a bit .So here we go.
With lov,
Khine
A Comeback!!
I M BACK!!!
I'm back bitches.. I'm back. But I hate to come back now cuz I'm not feeling good right now. I'm in deep shit. So many things happening around me, I'm like I'm in the very core of this shitty problems and these shit are all tangled up on me. Every fingers are pointing on me and I feel like I shouldnt even have brought into this world from the very beginning. I have shut myself down for a few days. More bad news coming in, more fingers pointing at me, and finally, I ve decided that I ain't gonna take it just like that. I m still clearing my thoughts on what I m going to do next. But there is one thing I ve got to do. I need a makeover. Hell, yes, I do.
I ve been in a living hell for a week now. I have not been eating well, and sleeping well. My eyebags are black as hell, and I look like a train wreck. Whenever I am in deep shit, I want to dress up, This is my way of handling the stress other than eating. My fashion sense obviously is deeply affected by goth and when I check out my wardrobe again, I only found black, red, purple and magenta. It makes me a little more depressed looking at the colors. And for the very first time in my life, I freaking feel like wearing a floral dress. I checked my bank balance. Not much left. My hand phone is out of service right now for overdue payment and I am going to settle it tomorrow. There are still some left after I settle my bill. Before all of that, I need to get a proper hair cut cuz my hair is at its worst state right now like amy winehouse's hair is busted by stray dogs. So here is my plan for tomorrow.
1. First and foremost, I gotta get a proper hair cut in which I will look like a god damn goddess just come out from the freaking heaven and super gorgeous and fabulous and glamorous. Yes, I am joking.
2. I ll do a little bit of shopping, and I want to try a more versatile and different look from what I used to wear, a bit more funky or may be a bit more classy or may be a bit more edgy. And I want to step out of my comfort zone a little bit and show off. But for sure, I ll look damn good tomorrow.
3. To settle all my problems one after another, because its not one , not two or not even three. There are a lot of things I have to do and I gotta do it quick. First my phone bill, second my Internet bill, third, to get my mails from old house from where I just moved out . Fourth, To change all the mailing address for bill. Fifth, to submit an effing Root Cause Analysis at my work. Sixth, the last but not the least, things that I dont think I can do it for the moment, I ll just let it go and I ll relaxed and chill. I wont torture my mind thinking about problems that are out of my reach.
4. I will definitely bring back my swaggering attitude, my dont-care posture to my walk and I ll be myself again. Yes, I have freaking attitude problem. Tell me you r ok with that, honey. :) haha!!
Well, that's pretty much I want to do for tomorrow. I'm gonna fly. I will look good and totally i ll make sure that I feel good too. I will not let anybody stand in my way and affect my mood tomorrow. I am excited with ecstasy now. I cant wait to be me again, I cant wait to show them off. I ll just laid-back and chill in the evening , may be having a great dinner and be a bit tipsy with my chit thaw friend. GOOD IDEA????? I am sure it is a bloody brilliant idea. I will have another blog post in the evening I guess about the experience that I encounter the whole day. Never In my life, I have to face with so many problems at the same damn time. And I m going to handle it good and have my own way. Watch me rock tomorrow people!!
Below is my fav of the moment, MIKA, grace kelly lyrics, watch and learn, alrighty??
Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?
I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!
You think I will call you back if u walk out of my door, No , I will never. So many people leaving me at the same damn time, and I thought it hurts me a lot. And now I realized they are letting go a god's gift to them, they are refusing a blessing, they are throwing away a good friend and the best person to understand them someone to be by their side when they are down. It is just their luck. It is a long entry this time. I enjoyed writing this post. Thanks.
I M IN LOVE WITH MIKA!!!
I am so deeply in love with this guy. The talent is raw and enormus. His personality, his energy, his creativity is close to the legend 'Fredie Mercury' of the QUEEN in my opinion. And he is sassy, definitely. I will have diffculity to say 'no' if u ask me whether he is gay or not. Well, Bisexuals are amazing people and most of them are smart. Hehe.. so the fact that he might be a gay doesnt really bother me. The truth is it makes him more appealing to me. Ya know, I lov gays, dont ya?
Here is MIKA performing live ( IT'S FREAKING LIVE VERSION).
I love his orange tight tshirt.
His light blue or tourquise?? pants.
And the PINK BOXER.... :)
The voice range is amazing!!! He has a voice like angle.
MIKA IS THE SEX!!!
ONLINE သၾကၤန္
ပိေတာက္ေတြျပုံးေနတာေတာင္
ကြန္ျပူတာ တလုံးနဲ.
ခပ္ျပုံးျပုံးၾကီးလုပ္ျပီး
ငုတ္တုတ္ မိုးလင္းေတာ့မယ္ထင္ပါရဲ့။
( Online သူငယ္ခ်င္းတေယာက္ဆီက )
ငုတ္တုတ္မိုးလင္းမယ္ ထင္ရင္မွားသြားမွာေပါ့။ ဒါကေတာ့ သၾကၤန္ေနာက္ဆက္တဲြ။ အဲဒီေန. night shift ကထြက္တာဆိုေတာ့ မနက္ကတည္းက ကုလားေသ ကုလားေမာ အိပ္လိုက္တာ ညေနမွနိုးလို. ညမွ Online မွာလူေတြကို ေရလိုက္ေလာင္းတာ။ ဗြမ္း ဆိုျပီးေတာ့။ ဟီးဟီး။ ေတာ္ေတာ္မ်ားမ်ားက အလိုက္သိၾကပါတယ္။ ေရျပန္ေလာင္းၾကတယ္။ အိုးမဲေတြလိုက္သုတ္ၾကတယ္။ ေရေလာင္းေတာ့မယ္ေဟ့ ဗြမ္းဆိုတာကိုမွ ေရွာင္တယ္ေဟ့ မထိလိုက္ဘူး ဆိုတယ့္ အေကာင္ ကရွိေသးတယ္။ မုန္.လံုးေရေပၚေကၽြးတယ္ေဟ့ စားလိုက္ ဆိုေတာ့ အား ငရုတ္သီးစိမ္း ကိုက္မိလို. စပ္တယ္တဲ့။ ေပ်ာ္စရာေတာ့ေကာင္းသား။ Onlineမွာ သၾကၤန္က်ရတာ။
Onlineမွာသတ္ၾကတာ ရွိေသးတယ္။ ပါးခ်တယ္ဟဲ့ နင့္ကို ဆိုေတာ့ လက္နဲ.ကာလိုက္တယ္တဲ့ အမယ္။ သေဘာကေတာ့ မထိဘူးေပါ့။ အဲလိုနဲ. သတ္ရင္းသတ္ရင္း ေဆးရုံေရာက္သြားတာလဲ ရွိတယ္။ Onlineမွာေရလာေလာင္းၾကတဲ့ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေကာင္း ေယာင္းမေတြကိုေကာ၊ ေယာက္ဖေတြကိုေကာ ေက်းဇူးတင္ပါတယ္။ ( မီးသတ္ပိုက္နဲ. အသက္ထြက္ေအာင္ မ်က္ႏွာတည့္တည့္ကို ထိုးတယ္ဟဲ့ ဆိုတဲ့ မႏၱေလး က ေသာက္ကျမင္းမ သႏၱာ မပါ။)
မေပ်ာ္နိုင္တဲ့သၾကၤန္
သၾကၤန္ေတာင္က်ျပီ။ အသက္ၾကီးလာလို.ထင္တယ္။ အရင္တုန္းကလို စိတ္မလွုပ္ရွားေတာ့ဘူး။ ေပ်ာ္လည္းမေပ်ာ္ေတာ့ဘူး။ ေရလဲမစိုလိုက္ဘူး။ ဒီလိုနဲ. ပဲသၾကၤန္တနွစ္ျပီးသြားဦးမွာပါပဲ။ အသက္တႏွစ္ၾကီးလာတာ အဖတ္တင္တာေပါ့။ စဥ္းစားေနတာ ဒီႏွစ္ သၾကၤန္ ရန္ကုန္မွာ စည္မွစည္ပမလားလို.။ မစည္သင့္ဘူးထင္တာပဲ။ း)
ျပန္ေတာ့ျပန္ခ်င္တယ္။ အိမ္ကိုသတိရလို.။ သၾကၤန္မွာ တအားမေပ်ာ္တတ္တာ ငယ္ငယ္တည္းကပဲ။ သူမ်ားေတြ အရူးထတာပဲ ၾကည့္ေနတာ။ လည္လဲမလည္ဘူး။ ေပ်ာ္ေတာ့ေပ်ာ္တယ္။ ေရေလာင္းရတာ ျကိုက္လို.။ ငယ္ငယ္က ခြက္စုတ္နဲ. ေလာင္းရတဲ့ သၾကၤန္ကိုအလြမ္းဆံုးပဲ။ ရခိုင္မွာတုန္းကေပါ့။
မေပ်ာ္ဘူး ဆိုလို. သံေ၀ဂ ရေနတယ္ မထင္နဲ. အံုး။ အေ၀းၾကီး။ ရိပ္သာ၀င္ဖို.လည္း စိတ္ကူးမရိွပါဘူး။ ဘုရား တရားနဲ. ေ၀းေနတာ ၾကာေပါ့။ အလုပ္မရခင္တုန္းက ပဲလုပ္ျဖစ္တာ။ ရလည္းျပီးေရာ ဘယ္ေတြေ၇ာက္သြားမွန္း မသိဘူး။ စိတ္ပုတီးေတာင္ေပ်ာက္ေနတာ ၾကာေပါ့။ ဒီတရက္ ႏွစ္ရက္ မွာရုတ္တရက္ေသသြားရင္ ေသခ်ာေပါက္ ငရဲေရာက္မွာ။ အကုသိုလ္ မ်ားလြန္းလို.။ လူက ပူေလာင္ေနတာပဲ။ စိတ္ေရာ လူပါမေအးခ်မ္းဘူး။ နွစ္သစ္မွာေပ်ာ္ပါေစ လို. ဆုေတာင္းေပးတဲ့လူေတြ အားလံုးကို ေက်းဇူးတင္ပါတယ္။ မၾကာခင္ အဆင္ေျပသြားမယ္လို. ေမ်ွာ္လင့္တာပါပဲ။
THE CUTEST KIDS EVER!!
I WILL BE A SINNER IF I DONT SHARE WITH YOU THIS CUTE VIDEO.
The last line; I love you too. But I , I, I dont like you awl d time...
awww.. precious!!!
BEST APRIL FOOL JOKE!!
Today, Myanmar Embassy announced that all PR do not need to pay tax anymore effects from year 2008, April. But S pass Holders still need to pay S$40 per month and Work Permit Holders for S$20 per month.
